Moodm:Tired
Song of Choice: "It's been a while" by Staind
Topic: Dreams
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 6 Weeks and 3 day
Days Until Spring Break:32

Yesterday was the 1 year of the blog but today I will celebrate because YEAR 2 yet another opportunity for growth!! And besides I’ve come a way.

I had a dream just now…it’s about 6 something now I awoke at 6 on the dot. This dream…really isn’t fair but I want to share it with you.

I haven’t had a dream about Michael in months and for some reason I decide to have one now. It was odd in all it’s aspects…I felt 14 years old all over again you know like physically but mentally I was all here. I can’t really remember how the dream began but I do remember that at one point we started to talk. He was wearing a bright yellow shirt and blue jeans and was climbing a tree.

When he came down I hugged him and started to cry. And well it was rather funny hearing him again. He said that he always wanted to be with me and that his heart belonged to me and I cried some more and he said you have so much faith in me don’t you. Well he kinda started to hmm I guess and kinda rocked me and he said something about buying me a red dress I can’t remember but when I did pull away it was a ballroom and I am wearing a red dress.

He came over to hug me and I backed away and said this isn’t real is it? He looked sad and shook his head and said no. So I said how do I leave? He said do you really want to leave isn’t this what you want? And I said no I want something real. With that he snapped his fingers and well here I am you know.